i'm no angel but i can make u smile.

started the week with a hectic day. almost late for school this morning. totally drenched this morning thanks to the sudden downpour. my shirt went almost transparent. unsightly. tsk.
finally got my drive/motivation to study. witnessed the seniors collecting their A level results. it sorta jolts me back to the reality that i need to get down to work now. no more trips here and there to town anymore. guess i will see lesser of my boy. i really need to settle down. i wan to be one of those ppl who go up to the stage to collect my As results next year. i wan to prove to him. u cant do wat i can do. so wat if u got the money? u cant achieve wat i can. yes i wan to do all these. if u are reading this, u might laugh. ha, wat a fat hope. but seriously, i'm laughing at myself too. but at least, this time, i'm willing to believe in myself. that i can do it.
got B3 for my AO chinese. din expect much. too many things, too little time. common tests. spa. tutorials.
got 6.5 out of 30 for my chem test. how encouraging. it's ok. i can pick myself up and try again. this is the final lap. no point giving up now. God, help me tighten my grip on everything. i need to hold on.